Next month I will be having a birthday. And while I'm happy to see another year, its also bittersweet. With a capital B. So much has happened over the last 5 years and while some things were okay, some were not. There was divorce, death, moving three times, and starting over, there was also and meeting a new people including a new man and trying new things. Now I am adjusting to a new normal - which we all have had to do. It just seems it was a lot to do at once with no time to breath. Now I'm facing a birthday where my body is telling me I am not that young girl I used to be. Where does one go to find her?
Now that places are starting to re open I will be making appointments again soon to try and reclaim what I have lost or misplaced. Did I mention I am going through Menopause as well? That makes it that much more fun. NOT its frustrating as heck. I have always been the caregiver, now I seem to be the one who needs caring for... Thats not easy to adjust to. But I am still trying. Just thought I'd drop ya all a line, for those who are still reading these.
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